I don't usually claim anxiety, but I suppose I do have it to a degree. I always have a nagging voice telling me that my friends don't really want to be my friends or that they only hang out with me because they feel bad for me and shit like that. It's really upsetting but even as I write this I can't say 100% that I don't believe that voice.
I also get super anxious in cars when other people are driving. I need to close my eyes; I always feel like they're going to crash. I honestly don't know where this came from. Probably just being in college where no one understands the rules of the road. I feel bad because I even get nervous in my parents' car, even though they've both been driving for 30+ years and are pretty dang good at it. The winter and snow definitely haven't helped anything.
-M
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